+confessions-from-a-woman+

2006-04-23T20:31:00.000+08:00

i've decided to lose this blog into the open wilderness of the world wide web.
perhaps we'll meet again,
soon

TAG!

2006-03-27T01:04:00.000+08:00

TAG!

Instructions: The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. Specify the gender of the target. Tag 5 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying that they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again

the perfect guy must...:

1. be taller than me.
2. be able to make me laugh a lot! (=
3. be a person whom i can hold a conversation with, regardless of what the conversation may be
4. have eyes that can make me get lost in them
5. be able to go shopping with me! because i loveeee shopping!
6. be able to eat, and eat, and eat, and eat...haha. but not be fat lah hor.
7. be adventurous in trying different kinda sports (bungjee jumping, skydiving!..etc)
8. love to travel
9. must accept the person that i am and not attempt to change me
10. love his family.
11. let me have breathing space, time alone, for myself and my friends.
12. be willing to be my guinea-pig, because i like to bake and i don't bake too well.
13. cherish the moments we have together
14. be romantic, and dreamy too. (=
15. be able to sing in tune at the very least. (with reference to weijie's question)
16. be able to know what he wants

the 5 people whom i want to do this are:

sookun - why is HB so fabulous? HAHHA
huikoon - ok. i don't know why i want you to do this because you're simple gonna describe Justin, but do it anyhow! haha
fabian - in hope to revive his dead blog.
justin - for him to describe huikoon.
JIEYING - because i'm at a lost.

i've lost interest. haha
gdnight!

2006-03-11T17:10:00.000+08:00

You Are Emerald Green

Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you.Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show.People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate.But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.

What Color Green Are You?

2005-11-12T01:08:00.000+08:00

DAO MING SI IS SOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!

i just had to let that out man. (:

2005-11-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

MY METEOR GARDEN!

This may sound absolutely absurd,

but,

Meteor Garden has once again, entered my small life.

It's been a very good day today,

along with cheryl and jialing! (:

thanks ladies,

for the brownies&ice-cream,

for the peals of laughter(because of Dao Ming Si)

for the sighs of envy(?) watching D.M.S and Shan Cai looking so happy together,

the squeals of despair when something bad happens to our couple,

and the many pillow throws at each other,

due to the devastation that we felt because of D.M.S's devastation and heartbreaks!

haha. (:

other then the wonderful time we 3 had in front of the telly,

i'm still constantly amazed at how we can still click so well - all the way from primary school!

though we only meet say, 2-3 times a year, we still seem to understand each other,

and we still are that girlish threesome,

who talk/discuss/cry/laugh/analyse everything under the sky together!

from crushes to real love.

from being naive to being slightly more mature (heh!)

from netball to volleyball

from ang-kalung to journalism to hockey

from choir to band

we've all changed, all grown.

and yet,

this friendship has remained the same.

thank you ladies,

for being the best ladies i can turn to in my life,

whether rain or shine (:

oral presentation

2005-11-08T15:27:00.000+08:00

ORAL PRESENTATION

heh. just had it! and it was rather funny!

Mr Hon was being very expressional, if i might say!

when he asked what plants the students would be planting,

i said "roses..daisies...sunflower..."

and his jaw dropped!

hahaha.

it was a hilarious sight! (:

then, Ms Jane Sue asked me say if it was an all boys school,

what kinda plants or say any other thing would be the proper item.

and suddenly, i thought of Zhicong and spat the word out

"Batman figurines! "

hahaha! i swearrr Mr Hon's jaw dropped again, including Jana's!

haha.

well, those were probably the highlight of the oral presentation,

of course! not forgetting joanne wanting to be a teacher in future. haha (:

all in all, OP wasn't as frightening as i thought it would be. (:

cookies

2005-11-03T20:57:00.000+08:00

cookies galore!
today i baked trays of cookies,
one after another.
and
one after another,
they were chomped down by my hungry cousins, nephews and nieces!
haha.
CHUNKY CHOCOLATE COOKIES
YUMMM-MY!

Then, i started on the brownies for my saxtion & friends tomorrow.
YAY.
hope they turn out OK.
heh.

It's been a busy day and i've got to get some shut eye.
Have a goodddd day!

P/S: i'll REALLY have to start to work out...i've got no choice after today.

Auditions

2005-11-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

HELLO !

WE MADE IT ! WOO !!

heh.

today was Meridian Superstar auditions

and...

FABIAN & I ROCKED! haha ((:

yes, i'm rather elated that we passed the auditions.

honestly, when we were singing, i couldn't hear my voice at all

and! to top it all off, i was shaking like nonsense.

i even had to hold the microphone with 2 hands at one point

it felt as if it was the first time i sang in front of people.

Anxiety, Nervous-ness, butterflies in my tummy.

EVRYTHING.

fortunately, everything turned out ok,

with the applauses! (: heh.

the whole adrenaline and thrill of being on stage came back to me then. (:

yup! then after auditions, sk and fabian came back to my place for..

WHITE CHICKS! haha.

it was rather hilarious! heh. Marlon Wayans is CUTE! (:

haha. always a guy that's hot in movies huh. (:

yup, then we had dinner and finally,

they packed up and left for home.

all 3 of us -

tired.

but happy. (:

2005-11-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

All I Ask Of You from The Phantom of the Opera

Written by: Andrew Lloyd Webber and Charles Hart

Raoul:

No more talk of darkness,Forget these wide-eyed fears.I'm here, nothing can harm you - my words will warm and calm you. Let me be your freedom, let daylight dry your tears. I'm here with you, beside you, to guard you and to guide you...

Christine:

Say you love me every waking moment, turn my head with talk of summertime... Say you need me with you now and always... Promise me that all you say is true - that's all I ask of you...

Raoul:

Let me be your shelter, let me be your light. You're safe: No-one will find you - your fears are far behind you...

Christine:

All I want is freedom, a world with no more night...and you, always beside me, to hold me and to hide me...

Raoul:

Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...let me lead you from your solitude....Say you need me with you here, beside you...anywhere you go, let me go too - Christine, that's all I ask of you...

Christine:

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...say the word and I will follow you...

Raoul & Christine:

Share each day with me, each night, each morning...

Christine:

Say you love me...

Raoul:

You know I do...

Raul & Christine:

Love me - that's all I ask of you...Anywhere you go let me go too... Love me - that's all I ask of you...

Phantom:

I gave you my music...made your song take wing...and now how you've repaid me: denied me and betrayed me...He was bound to love you when he heard you sing...Christine...Christine...

Raoul & Christine:

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...say the word and I will follow you...Share each day with me, each night, each morning...

Phantom:

You will curse the day you did not do all that the Phantom asked of you...!

beautiful beautiful BEAUTIFUL song! (:

2005-11-01T00:07:00.000+08:00

from hor fun with lots of green chili and vinegar to fried mars bar with vanilla ice-cream.

from playing five stones to shopping for earrings and stuff.

from writing letters regularly to chatting online.

from hougang to yio chu kang and serangoon.

from primary sch to sec sch to college.

so many things have changed,yet, nothing has changed.

:) love you

2005-10-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

I LIKE MY NEW SKIN!

blogskin i mean.

I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH PURPLE!!

HAHA.

but,

purple's nice. (:

2005-10-31T23:38:00.000+08:00

practised If I Ain't Got You with Fa-bi-an today.

with the help of Sk's ipod!

big thanks! (:

it's so white and nice. heh.

anyways, it wasn't too bad,

in fact, i thought it was rather good!

hope this time round,

we can pass the aud.!

I am very tired.

came home to mom and aunt L.F. making carrot cake!

haha, the aroma was sweeeeettt!

though, i didn't try any. heh. maybe tomorrow

but then...

I NEED TO BLOODY LOSE WEIGHT.

i discovered that HK is not the only lard face.
I'M ABT to be LARD FACE no. 2.

Oh No.

2005-10-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

hi. this is my new blogskin.

PURPLE.

for sookun.

HAHAHA.

what nonsense.

no it's for me.

hope u guys like it !

omg

2005-10-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

I AM APPALLED BY MY BEHAVIOUR.
FIRST, i ABANDON my blog
THEN, i desperately (?) try to revive it.
haha.

1st up.
ALICIA KEYS' NEW ALBUM ROCKS!
haha. this might sound thoroughly gay and lesbianic
but I'm truly in awe of her.
I suppose it's the way she expresses her songs.
They seem to come from the heart,
and that makes it such a good listen.
Finally got to catch her Unplugged on MTV
it was pretty good.
If I Ain't Got You gripped my heart.
I thought it was the best song of the night!
though Unbreakable was catchy too!!

Same day that I got the album, I went shopping too !!
Bought rather lovely earrings, if I might say so myself.
(sk, they're not AUNTY) haha!

The "AUNTY" word reminds me how many are calling me AUNTIE KUAN.
can I go and die!? haha.
and Zheng Yi spreads that everyone should call me kuan from today onwards...=(
blah!!

Then! there's Uncle D (Donovan) who has this particularly auntie umbrella!!
when he opened it the other day, it seemed as if thousand and one white flowers were springing into the air. haha. it was hilarious. and how Uncle D amuses me!! he causes me to laugh at him almost every other time. haha!

ok. more next time. very beat.
hope Open House goes well !! (:

(=

2005-09-09T17:18:00.000+08:00

WILL SMITH IS HOT!!!!!!

haha! yup yup yup ((=

He's sexy funny and hm..sexy? (:

SO...

Why all the hype about Will Smith?

cos I just caught 'Hitch'! heh.

Great funny movie, gives you the giggles (:

Eva Mendes is fire hot in the movie too, not that I'm gay or anything.

heh.

Yes, the show has brightened up my rather dull week of studying.

NOT THAT I HATE STUDYING OR ANYTHING.

Though, Chemistry is really fun! (:

I should probably start on something for my Math soon.

Hmm....

Well.

Another happy thing today is....

MOM BROUGHT Z and I to Shangri-La Hotel...

for BUFFET LUNCH. (=

heh.

at The Line. yup! it was fabulou-so!!

The Chocolate Fountain - The main reason why we went in the first place,

although not predominantly the centre of attention,

it was pretty eye-catching,

what with all the Chocolate lava showering down..

yu-mmmm-my! (:

They had strawberries, biscuits and marshmellows for us to dip into the

Chocolate (=

So we sat there for about 2 hrs

( I swear my stomach was about to tear open if I had to eat something more)

haha, I think if I told Sandar I was there, she'll be so jealous!

Cos, like Me, she is a CHOCOHOLIC (:

and we're Proud of it!! (=

Yes.

It was a very good, and expensive lunch.

Intermational food..hm..

gotta admit, the Satay was rockingg!!

Finger-Lickin-Good (=

with that Pineapple sauce to match it (=

the Salmon was good too, smoked Salmon's good.

Sushi wasn't bad.

AND THE FANTASTIC DESSERT! (=

WOW

haha. yes, it was all truly a delicious treat!

the Ice-Cream was gorgeous (=

with all the GUMMY BEARS! and M&M's! ((:

haha. ok.

so I gorged myself during lunch.

I shall fast for dinner.

Or...

probably

Not!

A'ite. Happy studying folks (=

Cya again soon (=

2005-08-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

you know what i miss?

i miss sleep.

promos..?

2005-08-23T21:24:00.000+08:00

42 MORE DAYS TO
PROMOS.
HAHA.
OK.
well...I'M FINALY BACK AFTER A
HIATUS!
yup, been very busy,
lots of things happening
everyday.
and now,
it's too late to actually try to
even re-track all the daily happenings.
times like these, and you reflect
-
time really flies.
i feel as if i've just entered jc,
and yet
i'm gonna end my jc1 life in 4
months time.
sigh.
i miss the days when we all didn't
have to study so hard.

2005-08-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

Mariah Carey and John Legend

Come bring me your softness

Comfort me through all this madness

Woman, don't you know

With you

I'm born again

Come give me your sweetness

Now there's you, there is no weakness

Lying safe within your arms

I'm born again

I was half, not whole

In step with none

Reaching through this world

In need of one

Come show me your kindness

In your arms I know I'll find this

Woman, don't you know

With you I'm born again

Lying safe with you

I'm born again

Come bring me your softness

Comfort me through all this madness

Woman, don't you know

With you

I'm born again

Come give me your sweetness

Now there's you, there is no weakness

Lying safe within your arms

I'm born again

Woman, don't you know

With you

I'm born again

I was half, not whole

In step with none

Reaching through this world

In need of one

Come show me your kindness

In your arms I know I'll find this

Woman, don't you know

With you

I'm born again

Lying safe with you

I'm born again

and i leave you with this beautiful song.

good night.

2005-08-01T00:56:00.000+08:00

hello hello! ((:

it's close to 1am, and i'm still up doing lit with sharissa and jo.

it's quite fun lah.

FLIPPING THE PAGES LOOKING FOR QUOTES.

what an irony.

heh.

anyways,

i'm here cos i'm inspired to talk abt the Band Notice Board !!!

MUCH THANKS TO HUIKOON AND BENNY!!! coming down on saturday to do it !! ((:

woman, you are fanatastic ((: honestly, what do i do without you ??

ALL BAND MEMBERS, DO CHECK OUT THE BAND NOTICE BOARD. IT'S HOT. hahahaha ((:

yup, it's the nicest there, nicer than the Council's even *winks* sorry fabian. haha

yupp. all we gotta do hk, is make the board even hotter than it now is yah !! ((:

it's the first day of august and approximately 8 weeks to promos.

sigh.

but i feel...so long as there are friends there with you,

going through what you're going through,

everything will turn out find ((:

friends make life bearable.

goodnight,

dear friends

2005-07-29T23:51:00.000+08:00

ahh...there's this other song in my head now.

ALL THANKS TO SOOKUN.

haha, really woman, thanks for looking for it,

and then...SENDING it to ME !! ((:

it's by Mariah Carey and John Legend.

"With You I'm Born Again"

as i was listening to it today,

got depressed by it.

i don't know why either,

perhaps cos the tune's really..

despondent.

yup.

but it was beautifully sung. ((:

oh and fabian, if you happen to read this,

i'm sure the whole song-singing will be fine ((:

i've got faith/confidence/belief/trust/.... in you

so. you should too !!!! ((:

ok. much love to the people out there in this world.

good night.

quando quando quando!

2005-07-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

QUANDO QUANDO QUANDO.

IT'S STILL STUCK IN MY HEAD!!!

I'M IN LOVE WITH MICHAEL BUBLE AND NELLY FURTADO!! ((:

HAHA...((:

I'M FEELING SUPER DOOPER HIGH !

THANKS TO THE SONG, AND THANKS TO THE BAND PHOTOS I JUST RECEIVED FROM MS SEAH! THANKS TO YOU 'CHER!! ((: THE PHOTOS ARE LOVELY!! AND THAT PHOTO OF WEEJUAY JUST CRACKED ME UP INTO PEALS OF LAUGHTER!!((: HEEHEEE...

OH! AND A NEW NAME I'VE GOT - PUG. THANKS TO ANAND YA...HAHA..((:

ALRIGHT, IT'S DINNER TIME!!

QUANDO QUANDO QUANDO !!

[ WHATEVER THAT MEANS ((: ]

HAHA..((:

stress

2005-07-24T17:06:00.000+08:00

stress is my friend

though..

it is also my enemy

life has been rocky

so much to do

so little time

it's time to get back in pace

so yup

maths test TOMORROW!!!

sigh

chem test on tues ((=

i like chem !

Dracula is a REALLY good book

all who haven't read should go read

the suspense and terror is thrilling!

just the thought of dracula at my window

makes me shudder

imagine that big bat drinking your blood from your throat...

*winces*..gosh.

all these are elements that makes the book a good read !!

haha...

alright..

back to math !

cya around soon!

ps: 'quando quando quando' is so sexy!!

2005-07-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

the world is above my head.

THANKS LAH.

short eye lashes.

THANKS LAH.

short arms.

short hands.

short legs.

and the list goes on.

this week has been

"insult yijun - free flow " .

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaa.

thanks to friends like

JANA and SHARISSA.

not forgetting FABIAN.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

at least they bother ?

haha.

what nonsense.

stay strong

2005-07-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

stay strong sista.

stay strong for yourself.

just hang in there.

2005-07-13T19:17:00.000+08:00

Tell me when will you be mine

Tell me quando quando quando

We can share a love devine

Please don't make me wait again

When will you say yes to me

Tell me quando quando quando

You mean happiness to me

Oh my lover tell me when

Every moments a day

Every day seems a lifetime

Let me show you the way

To a joy beyond compare

I can't wait a moment more

Tell me quando quando quando

Say its me that you adore

And then darling tell me when

Every moments a day

Every day seems a lifetime

Let me show you the way

To a joy beyond compare

I can't wait a moment more

Tell me quando quando quando

Say its me that you adore

And then darling tell me when

Whoa lover tell me when

Oh darling tell me when

Oh come on tell me when

Yea tell me when

hahaha. hello ((=

yes, this song has been stuck in my head for the past few days ((=

" Quando Quando Quando"

haha, thanks to WK, i found this song on your blog!

so, both sk and fabina are reminding me that i should actually start to

BLOG AGAIN. haha ((=

basically, it feels like i'm abandoning this blog! simply 'cos

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT!!

been realising that i'm an incredible slacker and almost everyone around me is

MUGGING. haha ((=

that gets me mugging too..'cos hey! i don't wanna be left behind!!!

currently, my results suck. technically speaking, i failed everything,

cos i only got AO for both math and chem.

i seriously wonder what i would get for Lit. i hope at least an A level pass.

that would be good enough. for now.

Jeevan got 16.5 for Paper 1 and that's the highest!!

PLUS. his handwriting is really nice. hahaaha ((=

Today, i just had F&C and i saw Zheng Yi doing it too!

that guy is nuts i tell you. he's just doing it on purpose

so all the fat and "unfit" people [ like myself] can feel bad about themselves!! haha...just kidding.. ((=

but on a serious note, he DOESN'T need it !!

if i might say so, i think he's rather fit.

so yah, running kinda hurt. haha

Also, i had chinese oral today, which...totally sucked!!!!

i was stammering all the way i swear!

and i was pronouncing the chinese words like

i've never spoken chinese in my whole entire life!

and that's bad...that's very very very bad.

another thing is my friends seem to be enjoying insulting me today!!

sharissa actually said " hi my short friend " to me!!

what a way to rub it in.

i am vertically inclined. WHAT CAN I DO. =(

lately, i miss having that someone special in my heart.

someone to like.

i don't know why either.

i mean, singlehood is doing very well for me.

i suppose i've just been feeling that sick empty feeling these few days...

ah..that reminds me.

my Hong Kong drama series is ending tomorrow.

that means i will not be able to see th ever handsome actor - Kevin Cheng.

i swear he is hot.hahaha ((=

i miss singing ((=

haha, i should continue singing with fabina aka fabian haha...

ad with sk for accompaniment! ((=

[ i'm bascially broadcasting to the world that fab's got a new name. hahahh..]

mus says that the auditions for teachers' day celebration is coming up soon!

i wanna go and join!! haha, should ask the saxtion to join together !! ((=

for soiree..is that how you spell it ?

yay! the feeling of being on stage and singing your heart out to people is the

BEST feeling ever !!!!

[ ok i've played Quando Quando Quando for the 5th time already...haha]

it's super dooper nice.

just gives me that nice feeling of smooth jazz feeling up the night sky.

and then couples getting on their feet and dancing under the moonlight

and swining to the smooth tunes of michael buble and nelly furtado.. (=

ahh...romance is in the air...

the sight of latin dances perhaps?

and then the saxophone part comes on

and couples hold on to each other even more tightly

dancing like there's no tomorrow.. ((=

alright, that's about all for today. ((=

enjoy my random musings.

man in the iron mask

2005-07-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

my heart catches in my throat.

fearing that the worst is about to happen.

my heart starts racing wildly.

they are about to charge to their death.

knowing that they will die,

they choose to die with honour.

tears inevitably swell up knowing that death is spelt on the cards.

even after hours,

the scene is still playing in my head.

as they charge out shouting out their frustrations,

the soldiers just stare at them in awe, never seeing anything like that before.

Magnificent Vagor.

when forced to shoot them, the men wince and shut their eyes, shooting their captain.

remorse follows.

yet, none of them collaspe on the ground,

instead they persevere,

picking themselves up,

facing up to the dillema.

the soldiers are speechless,

saluting their heros.

"All my life, I wanted to be him."

the bravest of them all D'Artagnan.

Athos, Porthos, Aramis, D'Artagnan

Musketeers.

All For One,

One For All.

they bled, they fought for what they believed in.

courageous men. courageous spirit.

I'm still in awe.

i cried like shit.

my brother was like

" YOU'RE CRYING AGAIN ???"

it was tragic!

seeing all that action

i would love to play that scene over and over again.

The Man in the Iron Mask

(:

2005-07-01T12:33:00.000+08:00

so much i wanna do. so little time.
i really really REALLY wanna go travelling!
like maybe Europe or smt ((:
haha..but that'll be a longg way from here.
i miss the sevensome haha..
those were the days (:
alright..be back soon ((:

kevin cheng

2005-06-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

hello!! exams are finally over !! woopie! haha ((: went over to tampines mall together with jo, sharissa, pris and ruzaini. after which, we went towning. haha((: but only jo, sharissa and i went, cos the other 2 couldn't make it. anyhoos, it was a rather fun outing. haha, a lot of laughter and a lot of eye-rolling ((: haha, yup. oh, the three of us eating ice-cream and walking around was rather funny lah haha. we looked like kiddy girls, fasinated with our ice-creams. haha ((:
ok. i HAVE to tell y0u people about this handsome chap i discovered on telly around 2 weeks ago. haha! he is soo cute!!! ((: yup, i have been gushing abt this to the girls haha ((: he is really hot lah..a hong kong actor ((: he has that kinda Shane West groove to him ((: yupp..ok. i shall stop myself now. haha ((:
well, now that i've got free time around me for at least 3 days, i have no idea what to do !! ((: i think being in the company of my friends would be a really good idea (: old friends, new friends, all of them !! ((:
i was thinking today, and i'm really glad that in this short span of time, i've made such a good batch of friends here in mjc (: and the bonding is well, rather strong ? (: first of all there's my saxtion (: gosh, i love you people. ((: somehow you guys seem to be the closest guys to me in mj, apart from a few others (: and yeah, it's really a good feeling to know that everyone can click so well ((: haha...yup, we should actually go out again yah ? haha ((: i mean, examinations are over!..for now. ((:
then there's the new people who entered my life in June - the very power ArchAngels (: you guys truly rock (: i'm really happy that in around a month's time, we're able to create this tight bond between one another, and how we've grown with one another. LTC will truly be a memorable time in my JC life and i've got you people to thank for making it so enjoying and everlasting ! ((:
time flies too. in the blink of an eye, i've been a jc student for almost 6 months. soon, i will be leaving mj, and venturing into another phase of my life. (: i'm sure it'll be an exhilarating feeling.
alright, enough for tonight! be back tmr !! ((:

ONE DAY

2005-06-26T15:26:00.000+08:00

ONE DAY. That's the no. of days till i meet my doom. Chinese first on Monday. DIE. yup, that's the correct word. i haven't even prepared anything for Chinese! been doing math the past week ! and a bit of chem. did the 2004 mid year paper for math. so depressing. shall not elaborate..
chem is OK. i can still manage, yup, shall go back to it right after this! (:
have to pyscho myself a li'l bit. I LOVE MY SUBJS! haha...
i just discovered that Lit Paper 1 is on Tues and it's on SHAKESPEARE! ahh!! i'm dead yet again. ok.
i shall not procrastinate any longer and go and study now.

before i forget. haha, i learnt to spell paedophile haha. right. (: sigh. my spelling is a goner.

mug.

2005-06-24T10:52:00.000+08:00

ok. i know i'm supposed to write about LTC and Band BBQ. haha,but it seems so longg ago!..
ok i'm going to have a nice hair cut now [as my mom says] haha, i'll cya'all later. ((:

2005-06-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

hello! (:

right. so many things have been happening over the past few days, what with LTC still fresh in my mind, and the Farewell Band BBQ for the J2s happening right after the camp. A whirlwind i tell ya. but all in the name of good fun, friendship and good company (:

so, LTC was a super super fun time that i had! yup!! 4 SOLID days with the ArchAngels (: angels forever yupyup. to me, i learnt a lot during the camp. especially the aspects of being a leader - there's this one about not talking all the time and also listening. that one was important to me, cos i think that i lack that element somehow. i don't listen enough to what the rest have to say. always I, I, I. yup. i can feel myself trying to give way to other's opinions. and i really do hope it's working (: ok..back to the events in camp.

Day 1 - so, it was all a rush of everything ! emotions, time, handing in proposals, checking if we've got everything that was needed for our game [archangels were in-charge of the ice-breakers]. we arrived in school at 8 to practise our PARA PARA dance. haha HILARIOUS. i just thought we looked like a bunch of kiddies, trying to learn this hard dance from- the ONE [our fave. dancer Tian Wei] haha, yupp, we had a lot of laughter and i was desperately trying to figure out the dance steps ! i'm not exactly a dancer- person. haha, cannot make it !! yup, so we met ms ng to wrap up our whole ice-breaker games, make sure everyone's sure of their jobs. and then, WE WERE OFF !
Chong Lee and i were in-charge of the same station and it is called " Jumbled Numbers". so typically, we came up with some math sums haha, to tekan people lah..haha, and sure enough everyone was like " Wah..maths..shit.." haha, honestly, chonglee and i were having quite a good time looking at our fellow meridians using their brains to solve the questions. (: and many also looked at us and threatened us haha, with their game, cos we give them such a hard time. [the no. card were spreaded on the floor everywhere and they had to find the nos.] yup, so after the game, we had a de-brief and had some lessons on leadership.after that, we had to learn how to belay our team-mates, cos tomorrow we would be doing a lot of climbing and all the Fear Factor thing. they call it High Elements. so, i was trying to belay someone and i kept laughing !! i swear inderpal and zixiang were exasperated with me! hahaha((: i was also laughing when i had to jump down from the table. haha, it was rather frightening- considering that it was my first time. again, inderpal was going " Yijun!! Yijun!! Stop laughing! all your team-mates going to die tomorrow !if you keep laughing" it was so funny! hhaha!! then, we had this solo night walk in the forest next to our compound. everyone had to walk a trial of perhaps..15 mins? all by themselves. yup. i was rather spooked out at first, cos of all the ghost stories and such. but then, when i went on to the trial, it was ok.(: in fact, i never saw so many stars in the sky before. [there was one part where you come across this big open field] gosh, the whole landscape was just lovely! yup..and there was nothing to be very afraid of, cos mus was somehow always behind me. walk very fast lah someone haha, normal pace somemore. (: the whole session ended pretty late. thank goodness! WHY ? cos, they cancelled PT the next morning (:

Day 2 - YAY ! ok...so, the night before, ArchAngels got to mingle and bond pretty well. we kept on doing this entaglement thing,trying to un-entangle ourselves, but it never seemed to work. Tian Wei said it's because we cannot be separated, and that we are always united. haha! trust the ONE to come up with something like this ! so, 2nd day. woke up around 6:15. went into the Cook House for the breakfast. everything was blurry. haha, i was so sleepy!! and taken away from my comfort zone! but it was all good! the next activity was HIGH ELEMENTS. WHOA! and i've had so many first times during that activity. i never did all that belaying and jumping off from a high position, rock-climbing..etc. it was exhilarating !! (: so, we did this Pole Jump. haha, my legs were all jelly at that height! i couldn't gather enough energy to make myself stand up on that high pole! i kept holding onto the rope and people below kept on shouting " let go of the rope!! " haha, finally i stood up. and it was time to fall.
"Falling!!!"
"Fall On!!"
"Ok, I'm falling !!! "
"FALL ON LAH!! "
and then, i fell. AND I WAS ALRIGHT! (: haha, this whole activity taught us to trust and communicate with one another even better. (: besides this station, there were others such as the charlie chaplin, the whole net- thingy, rock-climbing and the FLYINGFOX. we didn't get to do that, cos it was raining!!! we were so sad...really really so so sad...but, we had motivators like mus and esther to cheer us on and tell everybody it's ok. (: thanks guys! (: more photos were taken and obviously more de-briefs, more bonding, more practise for our PARA PARA !! (: haha!! All in all, day 2 was a good day for the angels, we finally got to cheer our 1 official Angel Cheer and it was funny!! (: Everyone learnt to cheer each other on, support one another and have a good time together. all was good ((:

ok. i have to watch my tv show now. haha, i shall continue soon ((: on day 3 and 4 of LTC and then the BBQ!! (:
cheers everyone, have a good morning !! (:

p/s: i have only 5 days left. i'm so dead.

Angels

2005-06-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

This is a tribute to the Angels.

Been 4 days since the camp ended, and still the scenes of what we did are roaming in my head.
I've just had the best time a person could ever have[or more] at a camp! ok. just realised this sounds so serious...haha like i'm dying or something. anyways, from the deep deep bottom of my heart, i really miss you people so much ! you're the best people a person could ever meet and call as friends. (:

Really haven't the time to explain much to the very small amount of readers what we Angels went through haha..but it's all in the heart fellas! we really grew a lot yeah...as individuals,as people, and more importantly as a team.. (: ah all the memories. it'll be a long haul to try to erase them.

Love you people, love all the memories. the para para ahaha (:

years after.

2005-06-07T16:22:00.000+08:00

right. so it really isn't years after. months. haha. a BIG THANK YOU TO SK for this new skin haha. ((: ALTHOUGH. I STILL CAN'T SEE THE STUPID TAG BOARD!!! WHAT'S WRONG ?!!?!? sigh. ok..a lot of new things happened, but of course, it has been a period of time right ? well, i suppose the next big thing to happen in a coupla weeks would be my first mid years for JC life. Excited ? Naw... i hope it'll be OK. ya know ? haha. ok, i'm in LOVE with vonzell's "Anyone who had a Heart" sigh. she really does have a good pair of lungs. (: envious haha! but i'll push myself to do what she does, cos, yeah, it'll be fantastic!! haha, ok, so got this new Limewire in my com. it's illegal downloading..so..that abt wraps it all up ? haha. Hm. LTC camp is coming up and i'm not feeling over-the-moon excited over it. but i'm sure it'll rock. haha, especially with my group - ArchAngels. ((: cheers to us angels. haha! so JL says that i'm going there to be a farmgirl, cos it's DAIRYFARM. now. where have i heard that i was a farmgirl again? During SK's b'day. i wore a jumper and i didn't realise that everyone was wondering " WHAT THE HELL IS SHE WEARING ?!!? " haha, they say whoever wears a jumper in this era haha, and tim even said that " i was wondering whether you expected me to laugh, but then i saw your expression and i knew you weren't " haha. what nonsense. i shall never wear a jumper in front of the section again. (:
ok. hopefully the tag board will be able to reveal itself to me in time to come. if not, SK : can help me re-do the tag ? haha. OR. you can teach me how to do it. you know ? (:

=)

2005-03-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

hello!! it's been sooo super dooper long !! ha, i doubt anyone actually COMES here to read the stupid things that i've written. ok, basically, just to fill you in on what happened the past month, erm. hm..no, too far back. how abt YESTERDAY ?? i just came back from Mj Camp for the OGLs =D and it was pretty fun, all the cheering and running [ =( ] and more running..hm..
well, yes, ZOSMA totally rocks, WE rock. WE will WIN ! ok...yes, we're a super dooper special bunch of people because, we're kinda like the PIONEER ZOSMA freshies, so it's cool ! and, we've gotta make sure ZOSMA leaves behind a mark that is uncomparable to the other ogs. haha...yes, trust we can do it. just that i feel our cheers are a bit...lacking. hm. yup.
so, i'm getting very lazy now. i don't know WHAT to write abt. i'll come back to you later haha. byee !

seises

2005-02-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hello all. Hahahaha, due to an annoymous person [ I actually know who you are lah k ] haha, I shall UPDATE! =) OK, first and foremost, GONG XI FA CAI. I want all of you people out there to have a lot of CAI ok ? Haha...life's been ok for me, it's the festive season and everyone just feels like slacking in school. Oh yes ! Before I forget, the Grammy Awards is here !! YAY ! I hope Alicia Keys sweeps the Grammys again ! AND. The bad news is, I can't watch it LIVE. SOB. I want to ok...but I've got SCHOOL. How wicked is that ?! SOB again. Tomorrow's Valentines Day and, I've got a date with my fellow saxists ! YAY !! I think it's gonna be a damn fun day lah !! =) Hm....
Today, I went to Karen's place and haha, just as I guessed got showered with ang bao and gifts from Australia. Karen - if I ever give you this add, please buy me a Roxy bag from Aussieland, it's much cheaper there I presume - Heh. =) I had lots of fun there btw. We played BLACKJACK and I won - $3.40 hahaha!! Yay !!! At least I won =) Haha, ok, I think I shall now go back to MSN and talk to wormy. Wormy if you're reading this - Happy Valentines Day

=) much love, COW. hahahaha ! I don't really LOVE LOVE you, if you know what I mean. I'm not les. hahaa, but still I LIKE YOU !!! =D

cinco

2005-02-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling gay, the happy way of course. Haha, life is good, not thinking about the past is good. I don't like thinking too much now. I just wanna sleep. But no matter how much I love to sleep, I don't wanna sleep forever, because then, I will miss out on a lot of happy things. Tomorrow, I mean today, there's band haha, band is getting pretty fun ! I love the saxtion ! hahaa, see that it's spelt SAX-TION. Heh, the feeling of bondness is incredible, everyone's interacting with each other, the atmosphere is all laughter and enjoyment ! (: Which, I stress is a good thing ! The world needs more bonding, more love. Ok, I'm very tired. Goodnight, World.

_ cuatro

2005-01-27T01:46:00.000+08:00

It's 1:16 am. And I'm awake. On a school night. It's the crappy General Paper workload that's keeping me and my classmates from NOT sleeping. Hahaha.... =). I'm looking forward to sleeping...a lot !!! ahhhh....haha. Tired. Drowsy. Droopy eyelids. Haha...today's, no, I mean yesterday's band was good. I felt like I practised quite a bit, but I didn't push myself hard enough...haha, the typical me. Anyways, I really like Invictus, it's a fab piece, hopefully I can master it fably. Then there's the SYF piece. Cool. Did I mention I love MJC Band Saxist section ??? Hahaha, we're an adorable bunch of nut-heads !!! And " what's the time now ? " "5 O'CLOCK !!! " Hahaha, it's a lame game, but so much fun !! :) We're pretty much BONDED. Shivers go down the spine. Haha. OK, I've really got to go and sleep, so, lights out all !!

_tres

2005-01-25T01:01:00.000+08:00

I leave you with a little something now, my current fave song, "Lovers and Friends"

[Lil' Jon]

Usher...Lil' Jon...Ludacris...

[Usher & Lil' Jon]

Yeah, manOnce again, it's on {It's on}You know we had to do it again, right? (we had to do it again boy)

[Lil' Jon]

We had to do it again, boyWant you to sing to these ladies, man

[Usher]

(Ohh-oh-oh-ohh)A'ight, so I'm up first? A'ight, lemme have it...(Ohh-oh-oh-ohh)Let's do it...

[1st Verse - Usher]

Baby, how ya doin'?Hope that 'cha fine, wanna know what you got in mind, And I'm,Got me fiendin' like Jodeci, girl, I can't leave you alone,Take a shot of this here Petrone' and it's gon' be on,V.I.P. done got way too crowded,I'm about to end up callin' it a night,You should holla at 'cha girl, tell her you shake it and seized,Pull off, beep-beep, shotgun in the GT with meShe said, "Ohhh-ohhh, I'm ready to ride, yeah,""'Cause once you get inside, you can't change your mind,""Don't mean to sound impatient, but you gotta promise, baby, ohh..."

[Chorus - Usher]

Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, I gotta know, baby, aw yeah)Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave),That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)...

[2nd Verse - Ludacris]

Sometimes wanna be your lover,Sometimes wanna be your friend,Sometimes wanna hug ya,Hold hands, slow-dance while the record spins,Opened up your heart 'cause you said I made you feel so comfortable,Used to play back then, now you all grown-up like Rudy Huxtable,I could be your Bud, you could beat me up,Play-fight in the dark, then we both make love,I'd do anything just to feel your butt,Why you got me so messed up?I don't know, but you gotta stop trippin',Be a good girl now, turn around, and get these whippings,You know you like it like that,You don't have to fight back,Here's a pillow - fight...that,And I'll be settin' seperate plays,So on all these separate days,Your legs can go they separate...ways...

[Chorus - Usher]

Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)Tell me again (Tell me over-and-over-and-over again),That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Make sho' you right, before you choose)...

[3rd Verse - Lil' Jon]

I's been know you fo' a long time (shawty),But fuckin' never crossed my mind (shawty),But tonight, I seen sumthin' in ya (shawty),That made me wanna get wit 'cha (shawty),But you ain't been nuttin' but a friend to me (shawty),And a nigga never ever dreamed to be (shawty),Up in here, kissin', huggin', squeezin', touchin' (shawty),Up in the bathtub, rub-a-dubbin' (shawty),Are you sure you wanna go this route? (shawty),Let a nigga know before I pull it out (shawty),I would never ever cross the line (shawty),Shawty, let me hear ya tell me one mo' time...one mo' time...

[Chorus - Usher]

Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave),That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Tell me over-and-over-and-over again)...

[Outro - Usher]

Oh-oh-hooOh-oh-hooOh-oh-hoo-ohhhh-yeaaah...

[Ludacris (with Lil' Jon)]

Please tell your Lovers and Friends,That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again (Hey!! (Hey!!)Please tell your Lovers and Friends,That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again, that's right (Hey!! (Hey!!)Please tell your Lovers and Friends,That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again (Hey!! (Hey!!)...

_dos

2005-01-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

Ever wonder about life sometimes ? It's so short isn't it ? And situations like Tsunami make us realise this painful straight-in-your-face acknowledgement. You see people on TV, struggling to survive, struggling to make it through, close to tears or even praying to God that they will live through. Then, the waves hit them and they die. Death lingers in the air. The brutalness of life.

Well...now, that wasn't a good start to today was it ?!?!! haha... If you don't know now, I enjoy crapping. =) OK. Today was a looonngggg day. And I do mean long. I had class till 5pm !! haha...but at least I enjoyed most of it !! Running was horrible though. I felt my feet dragging my weight on the hot pavement. haha !! I was in distress. I HATE running. I prefer walking. MUCH MORE. heehee..I love my class - 05S402. Beautiful people around. There's Vicnan - WHO IS BLOODY TALL. He's one head+neck taller then me....ahHh...then there's Pris. Haha, Pris =) She makes me Smile, she's so funny. There are so many more people...Sarah* the pretty, Sharissa* the I'm-not-understanding-what's-so-funny-so-I'm-staring-at-you girl. heheee...and loads more lah ! Next time then I'll talk more about the rest. For now, Goodnight and ( I'm trying to think up of something funny to say, but I can't) may you not wake up from the wrong side of the bed the next morning =)

_uno

2005-01-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

This feels weird. It's my first time writing for a blog...hahaha, a public blog, to be exact. This will be my test-try post, so ignore it hahaha !! Today, as like everyday, is a boring usual-routine kinda day you know ? Woke up darn late [ haha ] had a fulfilling lunch and then I bought a present for my lovely Jialing, whose b'day is coming up on the 25th !! YAY !! She's a year older again...hahaha, can that be a bad thing for a woman ? I'm not too sure. Anyways, I should be stopping now, because I've got a couple of work at hand. But since I'm a procrastinator, it would be unlikely that I leave straight away and pour myself over my books. Pour myself over Shakespeare, to be exact. Anyhoos, I shall be off now and return tomorrow to find that my new blog is a diaster.